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Thursday, June 30, 2005

Coincidence

OMG, i almost suffered from a heart attack just now. Thats too much of a coincidence and i guess it's the most coincident experience i've ever had. This is definitely worth your reading.



I was blog hopping when i arrived at someone's blog, saying that she read this particular blog and she was overwhelmed by the blogger's entries to her mom, who passed away.



Mummy's Love Never Dies (Click to view)



I clicked on that blog and read some of her entries. True, it's really very upsetting and i felt so sorry for her. Then i continued to read when i saw this paragraph.



"Moving on, next month I will be starting on a temp job with liying at NTUC link to earn some money for my taiwan trip. Yep, that s right, mummy.. I am going taiwan on a free and easy trip to meet huiling and yiqian, along with some others. "



HUILING AND YIQIAN!?



Meaning, ah dawn and ah val??



"Sharing and loving you, Agnes."
Entry dated on: Monday, June 20, 2005



GOD! We're already in Taiwan, aint we?? and...



WHO IS AGNES?! Why i didn't even know who's mom passed away? I realised this is no joke. We didn't even know about such a big thing? If we really asked her along for Taiwan trip, she must be someone we're really close to. But who is Agnes??



Look, normally poly yr 2, 3 friends will call us "Huiling and Val". Poly yr 1 will call us "Huiling and Yiqian" BUT Poly yr 1's good friends will ONLY address us as "Ah dawn and ah val". So we're only left with Poly yr 1, those not really good friends. But who can it be??



I was scratching my head and speaking to ah dawn (on phone) when xuexue msn me "Agnes" email. I immediately thought of going into friendster to check out her identity.



Agnes Tan



To my %#$&*&# horror, i realised I DUN EVEN KNOW HER!



Who is she?! When did i asked her to join us for Taiwan?? GOODNESS!



Then, i decided to read her testimonials to further find out her identity. To my surprise, i saw one of her friend by the name of Huiling.



Okay, maybe there's another Yiqian?



Yes, Yiqian too.



Thats too much of a coincidence! I don't believe this, do you? There's actually another Huiling and Yiqian planning to go Taiwan?? Everything was way too coincident, that's why i got so bloody mistaken about the matter.



After letting out a sigh of relieve, i re-read her entries again.



"Mummy, mummy, mummy...Lately, I miss calling you this and well, I could only do it here. Never did I realize hearing others calling mummy could invoke such huge emotions in me. Emotions of grief and regret overwhelm me. And I really still miss you a lot. I would not attempt to control my grief but to let it subside by itself for I know that to be detached from the emotion I must fully experience it first."



I felt very sorry for her and i truly understand that losing someone you love is way too much for one to take it. She must have been through alot of pains and hardships along the way.



Hereby, i wish you happiness, hope you will walk out of the darkness and enjoy the warmth of the sun.





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