Secrets... shhhh...
Secrets.
I'm sure every single one of you have secrets, but not all of us will blog in up and let others read... well, i am one of them... so thats why when you read my blog, you'll go, "is there anything interesting besides all these things you're blogging?" haha, yea... i tried to keep 30% of my secrets... 50% of them, i will tell someone... hahaha, only 20% of my secrets will be aired on my blog... heez~
The 30% of my secrets will be written in my diary... and yea i do own diaries... 3 diaries in total! hahaa... since the beginning of secondary 3 bah... whahaha... used to write arnd 50 words... and now its like more than 200? (mine is all in chinese) hahaha... i alway slp afterway thru... heez, very funny... coz normally write in late night and its like, "whoa... still have a long way to write..." hahaa, will rest my head on the table... then... off to my lalaland... then wake up after 15 mins, trying hard to end the page fast... whahaha~ due to the time, i will tend to write some rubbish inside that totally dun link with what i'm writing... i always say, "my screensaver is running..." hahaha, so i wrote what it's in my screensaver... the next day when i read the page i will scratch my head, trying to remember why would i ever write that? >_<"
I really enjoyed reading my diaries... esp the first book... those secondary memories that i owned... when i pictured the scenes... i actually smile to myself... hahaa, but i know i lost some of these things forever... and for my second book... not much things happening... but some chinese poems i've written, err not bad i suppose... hahaha...
Okay... lets proceed to another topic... 2005, The New Year Resolution!
1) Diet diet & diet
2) Study hard
3) Don't bear grudges
4) Try not to be sacrastic
5) Less spending
6) Take good care of myself
7) Keep smiling
8) Earn big bucks
9) Enjoy what i have
10) Learn to appreciate and not take for granted
Heez... its turning late... i still have a 8am class tml...*yawns* night, pplz.
Pinkish duck back to farm @ 5:08 PM
In School!
Wooooo... i'm in da school's eplaza now~ just read dear rara's blog... hahaha, dun worry, i wont be surprise if you go city harvest... "May god be with you."
School started as usual... saw some disgusting faces -__-" they are sitting 2 rows infront of me... haiz, have to hide my face infront of the monitor so i wont puke my lunch (mac! after so long!)... >_<" heez... besides me are dawn and fay (on my left) and michelle (right)... Haiz we are too bored... there's no lesson going on now... and nowhere to go... so stucked here... surfing some stupid website...
I'm dead this time... can predict that i'm having exams on my 21st birthday... haiyer! Sure no mood... err, no mood to either study or no mood to celebrate... hahaa... -__-" i'm thinking would any of my NYP friends attend my birthday party? Sure no right? Maybe just stay for a while? Will not spend the night over bah... i'm so so so pitiful... lonely 21st birthday...
Yayyy... disgusting creatures left e-plaza... good!
Guess we're leaving too... heez, will blog at home! byebye!!!
Pinkish duck back to farm @ 6:37 AM
BBQ Night!
Oh no. I'm left with one day before sch starts... this is a torture~ i hate sch! Monday 8am. The worse timetable i've ever had for these 3 years... *Pui!* Luckily this is my last semester~ Well, actually it won't turn any better after this last semester... 'cause when i get into the social world i'll have to wake up like 6am forever! No more sleeping at 4am and getting up at 11am~ i'll have to slp at 10pm just to make sure i've enough sleep to hold on for 8 hours at work! Yucks, my boring life will start soon!
Yesterday went BBQ-ing with ma close friends at sembawang park... argh, rane and fay couldn't make it... so there's only like, five of us? We bought too much food (but finished da chicken wings & nuggets! craving for more!), too much charcoal, too much fire starter, and so on... our budget exceeded... and its like paying double for what we expected~ Well, since it's only once in a while... i didn't complain too much~ *shrug ma shoulder*
Thru-out the night, we thought of many good games to play... first, it's truth or dare (the classic game for chalets), then it's the number game also named "zhong ji mi ma"... after that we played one or two games which included the vampire (card game) and the singing game which ended abruptly when Ms I dunno Queen refused to sing a simple sentence... had no choice... she's suffering from low moods... and we had to give in to her... -__-"
After all the games, we decided to pack our stuffs and go to the beach to see the sunrise! (I know we are at the north side...) But we went anyway~ Had a good chat with Serene... was longing for more chats 'cause we tend to be more "Gan xing" in da late night... when the sun rise, i find that certain things are just unable to come out from my mouth... it's okay... i shall wait for another chance~ we have plenty ain't it? =)
Enjoyed myself very much, so thanks to you guys... i'm missing the food already! *grinz*
Wooooo... simply nice.
Pinkish duck back to farm @ 3:14 PM
Qoo Qoo
Eh? Was thinking why this xmas Qoo dun have the Christmas Punch drink le? Erm, didnt see it in any of the supermarkets... whoa... i'm craving for it... so nice arh! shud buy for da bbq on friday... then got more "atmosphere" mah... *ummm* yummy.
Pinkish duck back to farm @ 6:38 PM
My X'mas Dinner
Today met up with my IPP friends and ex-supervisor for x'mas dinner! woooo! was so cool! Hehe, everyone is still da same~ yippee!
I met up with Shiling and Jenna first, then went Taka to look for Sharon and her bf... (Her bf is still very "cool" type, didn't really look friendly) anyway, we proceed to Marche and grab our seat, then start eating! whahaha, didnt wait for them... was too hungry =b hehe, then came Judy, Jimmy and Jimmy's friend~ After nearly half an hour, siewmei came and tada! everyone was here!
Thru-out the dinner, we were making fun of shiling and jimmy... whahaha, she seems to be enjoying it~! we took pics of jimmy in shiling's phone and set as wallpaper... same for jimmy... we took a very fierce look of shiling and set as wallpaper for his phone... the fierce look is to remind him not to go around and look at other girls... whahaha~ i had a good laugh... almost fall off from my chair pls! whahahahaha~~ then jimmy's friend took jimmy's phone and send shiling's pic to jimmy's mum's phone! whahaha~ we were thinking if jimmy's mum is able to open the mms file... we laughed all over again!! soon after we finished our food, we exchange da xmas present... i got sharon's present, a body shop gift pack... and judy got my tatty bear's small mug... (though she thought it was a "forever friend", but i was quite happy she got mine! =d)
After the gift thingy, we proceed to cineleisure to buy some food~ shiling was complaining about her "high tide" keep asking me to go toilet with her... hahaha, i was too lazy to go so i kept dragging it... until jimmy came to us and told us that he's going toilet with his friend... since shiling is urgent, i ask shiling to tag along, then she gave me the -__-" face... whahahaha~ i laugh till i can feel my tears flowing~ anyway, they were laughing too... esp jimmy... he said, "she really want to go mah?" with those ha-ha-ha face~ then i nodded my head since i can't speak properly... i was too busy laughing! giving me another funnie look of hers, she went with them!!! hahaha, then me and siewmei went to look for judy, wanting to tell her that~ hahahaa, they kept laughing at her, whahaha~ then shortly after, siewmei went home coz she's kinda sick... haiyo... bo bian... =(
Anyway i think i left out this, JIMMY PAID FOR SHILING'S FOOD! whoa! we were so damn surprise!!! =D and one more thing... jeff's wife just gave birth to a baby boy... though he wanted a baby girl~ i was so =`(
Well, we then headed to taka since judy auntie and jimmy uncle wanted to buy some x'mas present... the five of us (me, jenna, shiling, sharon and her bf) were following closely behind judy auntie... like one mother hen and 5 chicks... whahaha... we then forced shiling to say, "ai ai" since she couldnt say it infront of jimmy!!! whahaha, finally judy bought her gifts and well well well, we all headed home...
Yea, it was a bit saddening to bid them goodbye, but im sure we'll meet up again! and i mean real soon!
Did i say i saw shunling in marche! wooooooooo! so cool pls! it has been so long since we last seen each other! whahaha... she's still da same... funnie funnie and da "loud & bright" laughter!! =)
Wooooooo... simply a cool day!
i'm so happie today!!! =D
Happy dinner!!!
Our male and female lead of da day!
Jimmy and Shiling!
Da babes! Jenna and Siewmei!!
Last but not least~ Sharon!
Pinkish duck back to farm @ 5:41 PM
Haizz
I'm dying to see the fireworks again... maybe it would make me feel better? I dunno... i've learn to let go le... maybe certain things are not meant to be mine... i mean it won't be mine anyway...
It's gonna rain soon... my heart too... haiz, the emotional side of mine is so unlike me...
Pinkish duck back to farm @ 5:54 AM
Eh? No Title.
Heez, just came back from my gownie shopping in orchard... finally bought a purple color gown from IS... well the gown that i like very much (from Fashion State), my sis said it's just average... so we went over to other places to take a look... and saw this nice little gown... they ask me to try and i find it not bad... well, its not up to me to consider since my sis is paying for it~ well, so we went here and there, walk to and fro... finally got it. heez... =)
After that i met ah ser and esther for some late xmas shopping... bought everything from (me-to-you) bear also named tatty bear... oopz, did i just leak out something?! it's not suppose to be expose... erm, since i've already said... so be it lah... whahhaa~
After doing all da shopping, we went to coffeebean for some chit-chatting... surprisingly we weren't drinking coffee... haha, but some juice from there... erm, taste like some berry drink... eh, didn't see the bottle properly... whahaha... then headed home... and reached at about 12am sharp? -__-"
Tml's going Peixin's house for xmas BBQ... wooo, then stay over at my sis place... haiz... since no one is heading back to Yishun, might as well go to sis' house and slp over... then next day can go home with sis they all... well well well... dunno if their friends are coming for mahjong... haiya, hard life.
Pinkish duck back to farm @ 5:26 PM
Duncan
Whoooooo... just finished watching the Channel 8, 9pm show, named Devil's Blues. My Duncan is one of the cast! woohooo~ lurve him! o'_'o heez~ his name is "Padai" in da show...
Talking about how i know about Duncan, that was arnd a few years back when he acted as a model in one "Ou Xiang Ju"... Cannot remember which drama was that... but he played da role as a model and spoke some westernized mandarin... heez, from then on i was kinda "addicted" to him...
Then in Tanya Chua's "Wu Di Dong" MV, he acted as the male lead... and cried in da MV... ohh... but didnt manage to catch the part II of the MV... didnt know why they broke up... well... anyone watched that?
Shortly after that MV, i saw a news featuring on him in his new show... this "Shi Qi Shui De Tian Kong", when he acted as a gay~ boooohoooo~ but still shuai lah... >.<
Remember some time back, i always address ang-mohs as Duncan? haha, i guess it sounds like some ang-moh's name... and i like it! =D
Alright, guess he's gaining popularity now... whahaha~ he's more than just an "ABC"~ So guys, remember to tune in channel 8, 9pm, every monday to friday~ cool!!
Pinkish duck back to farm @ 2:23 PM
SORRY
Damn... i did something which make me feel so guilty... haiz, i ate curry chicken with bread for supper just now... =X so guilty. SO GUILTY!
I need to apologize to myself.
Sorry.
SORRY!
I promise i won't touch them anymore. So sorry... *cries*
Pinkish duck back to farm @ 2:22 PM
I just want to say...
I got nothing to blog at all, but my fingers are damn itchy so i need to type out something.
I just want to say...
I feel like eating sushi.
I just want to say...
I need extra pocket money.
I just want to say...
I want to eat lots and lots of LJS and don't want to grow fat.
I just want to say...
I don't like schooling.
I just want to say...
I lurve my fish very much.
I just want to say...
I need a pair of listening ears.
I just want to say...
I want my room to be cleaned.
I just want to say...
I need to vent my anger on something.
I just want to say...
I hate to be treated like a fool.
I just want to say...
I like my way of living.
I just want to say...
I lurve those who lurve me.
I just want to say...
I want to sing KTV.
I just want to say...
I yearn to learn some magic.
I just want to say...
I need music to relieve stress.
I just want to say...
I want to cut my hair short.
I just want to say...
I don't wish to listen to any liars, so keep your mouth shut.
I just want to say...
I'm condemn by certain ppl.
I just want to say...
I need to yell at someone.
I just want to say...
I don't want to work.
I just want to say...
I hate to kill animals. They are lifes too.
I just want to say...
Merry X'mas ppl!!!
>.<"
Pinkish duck back to farm @ 6:30 PM
I Lurve Egg
Stress at work? Troubled by something? Can't seems to work on anything? Disappointed? Feeling blue? Yea yea, if you are any of the above, you've got to see this~ It might not solve your problems... but i'm sure it will brightens you a little~ Smile ya!!
Click Click!! => http://www.iloveegg.com/winopen_ani/eggsong.htm
Pinkish duck back to farm @ 5:10 PM
Me Me Me
Me with meu new phoney phoney... whahahha~ just testing testing only... *grin* Did you guys realise my fringe parting is a bit... weird? hahaha~
Pinkish duck back to farm @ 2:18 PM
Wo De Ai
OMG OMG OMG!!! Is Stefanie Sun's Wo De Ai written by Jim Lin Yixin (formally known as a member of Dreamz FM)?!!?!!? Oh no!!! No wonder i like this song so much!!! Damn!!!! wooooooooo~~ i'm too happieeee~!!!
Pinkish duck back to farm @ 3:03 AM
Irritated
Yea rara, i was indeed happier/cheerful-er (if there's this word) everytime i go your bloggie lah... becoz of that happy tree friends' midi i must say... very the ha-ha-ha lor... and i know these few days im easily irritated... so ppl pls put up with me... i mean no harm de...
Well well well... just now i got irritated again... not by ppl, but by my stupid comp that has auto change my language to chinese! when i click on blogger.com/home, guess what, everything was in chinese... and i was like "huh?!" luckily i still know how to differentiate from posting and settings... haiz... hard life... and its not only blogger hor, also google.com and my school email... my school email is worse pls... i have completely no idea what to click since everything's in chinese... those emails that i dun wan to delete, i end up deleting them... and when i tried to find them in the trash bin, i end up clearing all of them... i almost bang the wall! Haiz, anyone can tell me how to change my auto language to english? haiz, perhaps i surf too much taiwanese webby bah... now everything's in chinese... ke lian... =`(
Argh, talking about sch email... sch is re-starting soon... though its last semester... but i cannot even stand one day in sch! well, how is it like if you're condemn by those stupid brainless ppl when you did nothing wrong... damn it... it really spoils my mood when i thought of seeing them in class pls... argh. Esp the 3 little pigs whom i shall not elaborate... the only thing i could say to them is "eat shit and die" .
*thinking* if i could stuff those shit in their mouth and make them chew... whoa, nice... (i'm imagining...) I bet the 3 little pigs will enjoyed it... wooooo, they deserved it!
Pinkish duck back to farm @ 3:40 AM
The Special Lurve
Well, a few moments ago i was still doing friendster "hunting" when i discovered an intimate relationship between 2 girls. My first impression was... "oh no", she's such a young and cute girl, why choose this route? The "girl" she has been waiting for is obviously not suitable for her. The so-called "love" they have might be just a illusion, i mean they are still young... They might think this is "lurve" but its actually not.
I read her profile in friendster and saw her blog URL... yea, i click on it and read most of her recent entries. She's a very brave girl i must say. Although she is only at the age of 17, she showed me the "persistent" that she has. Her blog is fulled with sad aura, the midi, the dark colored blogskin, the words that she used. How much she lurve the girl, was clearly shown to me.
Now i wonder, how much courage she has to build in order to tell everyone she lurve a girl? She may be despise due to that, may be seen as an alien to certain people. But she doesn't care about that? She was true to her heart and all her friends. She seems to be alot in lurve with her, but the girl was in lurve with another. I dunno how many times she has wrote "I love you." but i'm kinda convince that the "lurve" she has does really exist.
After reading her blog, i learn to view them from another perspective. I'm really touched by her.
:::Hope your wish come true, and she'll return by your side again:::
Pinkish duck back to farm @ 3:57 AM
Duckies
Just came across this blinkies and find it so cute... o(^.=)0
Find all these blinkies interesting? hehe~ go to http://www.iconator.com/ and take a look bah... not sure what you can use it for... erm, maybe like me bah... placed in bloggie... heez
Pinkish duck back to farm @ 6:05 PM
Got hit!
And did i say Ken Lim almost got hit by a light stick...?? Whahaha... thats for sylvester and other participants... be mindful of your comments next time... =D
Pinkish duck back to farm @ 5:43 PM
Singapore Idol
Whooooooo... finally Singapore Idol has come to an end... everything was so cool... so nice! I love everyone of them! (except for olinda and beverly) and my favorite syl!! though he didnt win... but i know he will be back with an album soon! yea!! i'm happy for taufik too!! hope he will be able to do our country proud!!
During this 6 months, you can say i'm a 99% supporter of Singapore Idol... heez~ I tried to watch every single episode... ^0^ and i love it! =D My favorite idol overall... Daphne!!
And, just now i did vote for syl... whahaha... =) It feels so great!! When i was dialing the numbers i was so high, so happy!! I was indeed screaming when he's singing... and drools at the sight of him... o-m-g... whahaha... i can't imagine a 20 yr old girl doing such things... maybe i'm still not yet grown up bah... =D Whatever it is... im gonna miss the thursday 8pm Singapore Idol... heez~ luckily ah char is back! *grins*
Erm, was browsing thru my msn contact when i saw a few, "syl lost...", "Taufik won!!!" and things like that... well, i guess it's a disappointment that syl lost... but i believe he will be a SUPERSTAR in the chinese music industry...!! thats for sure! so why get disappointed?? =D
I'm excited. Still getting excited over it!!
Whatever it is... Singapore Idol rox to the max!!! Woowwww!!!
Pinkish duck back to farm @ 3:46 PM
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