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Saturday, January 29, 2005

Try This

Tml is Saturday!! But i still have a stupid seminar to attend... really really hate it... got to wake up at 7.30am leh... which is sianz sianz sianz... =X *Kill me*

Yeah right, i have something to share with you guys... erm, heard this from my cousin, if it's not accurate, pls kindly contact her at 9123 4567... =)

Okay, if you want to know whether you like someone, you can try this. Now, imagine yourself kissing him. So, how do you feel? Disgusted? Sweet? You judge for yourself. If you feel disgusted, i'm sure you don't/won't like him. But if you feel sweet, congrats! You're already in lurve.

How accurate is that? *Grinz*





Pinkish duck back to farm @ 6:17 PM



Friday, January 28, 2005

Emotional with capital "E"

Let's welcome the Emotional me. *applause*

Well, just now i was browsing around in friendster when i have a sudden thought in my mind. Err, i was wondering... when he's surfing friendster right, will he ever click on my profile? As in yah, he didn't know me la, but maybe maybe 1%, he might just click on me and look around... i mean i always do that, open up stranger's profile and see what they've got there... so i was wondering. Probably yes huh? *consoling myself*

Well, someone out there must be thinking, "What is this childish girl thinking?" Yepps, i admit i'm childish... he might not even be interested to see my profile... well well well, i shud have already guessed that... =(

Hopefully, he will never know that 1/2 of his "view profile" thingy is viewed by me.

But.

So...?





Pinkish duck back to farm @ 2:59 PM



Wednesday, January 26, 2005

Go to hell

Those ppl who goes around ruining other ppl's reputation should just go and die. Was opening my school email when i saw the usual wordings, i guess, from the same person. I've seen more than 5 emails about the incident. Those emails always talk about my this lecturer, Ms C.

The sender, or should i say mastermind, sent the email to the whole school. Thousands, millions of people are reading the same email i've got. This is way too much. I dunno what's the relationship between the mastermind and Ms C, but i know that the mastermind definitely HATE Ms C to the core. He's probably the "victim" of the whole incident which i shall not elaborate any further... but even if he's the guy, HE IS PARTLY TO BE BLAME. He shouldn't do this kinda thing to hurt Ms C, moreover the incident happened like donkey years ago.

Well, this email that i've opened today really really shocked me. I mean, it's gonna hurt Ms C like mad. I can't imagine if she opens that mail and click the link, she might just want to die. If i were to be her, i will.

How is she going to face the world?

Although i'm not very sure if she's the one in the video (hopefully not), she has got to be strong and move on with life. Everyone has a past, so THE MORE we should look at the future and NOT dwelling over the past. This is very unfair to Ms C, and i hope the sender will stop all his childish act and pls consult a psychologist or any counseller for some serious treatment.

To Sender: I know you're going thru hell, but i'm sure Ms C is suffering million, zillion times more than what you are going thru. So, you... better go to hell.





Pinkish duck back to farm @ 3:26 PM



Saturday, January 22, 2005

Longest Entry Ever

Actually i thought of blogging something that has to do with my "online" friend... but somehow there seems to be something more interesting than hers... so i shall blog her later... heeez

Alright, just now when i was going to heerens, i spotted one teenager standing near the escalator at level 3, alone. He is around 18 years old, with the usual 'o-biang' metal frame specs and white color tee-shirt with jeans. (I can be a policewoman sometime in the future, =D) When i was going up the escalator, i noticed that this guy was looking up, peeping at girl's underwear~ i meant it. Don't believe? Read on~

At first i thought he might just be looking around, you know, with no intention to peep at the skirts thingy... but i noticed that he deliberately raised his head and strained his eyes to look underneath the skirts... i was damn furious, but didn't really care 'cause i thought he would bloody leave the place after meeting his friend or something. After nearly 15 mins of shopping at level 4, we decided to head for level 5. When i was walking my way up to the escalator, here i saw the guy again, that the "usual" spot, STILL staring at those skirts! Immediately i felt rage rising... i was standing at 4th level, refusing to go away. i'm waiting for chance for him to raise his head a little to look at me, but he was too engrossed with those long, fair thighs. *shaking my head*

Realizing that my stare didnt help, rara told me to seek help from the security guard... eh? not a bad idea... so i went up to level 5 and told all of that to the security guard, but i think he's too lazy to travel down to level 3, so he used walkie talkie to "PTT" his colleague~ so so so, poor me had to go down to level 2 and get the other security guard to follow me all the way to level 3 to see what the "innocent" teenager is doing.

After spotting the teenager, the indian security guard stood behind him and had his arms crossed. The teenager noticed that something wasn't right, so he decided to flee from the scene. He walked speedily to the toilet, obviously guilty, and kept staring back to see if the security guard did followed him. Well, well, well... The security guard saw the guilt in his face then chased after him to the toilet. The end. We didn't followed the "case". =/

That was scary isn't it? Girls must be careful next time... especially when you are wearing mini-skirts and with those ah ma ah ma's panties... whahaha, that was meant to be a joke. okay. whatever it is... pls kindly look around to see if there's such a person... according to the security guard, this incident had already happened once... so pls be careful... i'm wearing jeans anyway, but i knew i couldn't just let him off like that. He definitely need counselling. *pouting*

Alright, finishing this, i'm starting another... today is gonna be another long entry, 'cause i had so much to talk about... =]

I have this online friend, let's call her D. Well, just in case she read my blog, alright here's my apology. I'm so sorry, i do really cherish this friendship but i think i really got to share this, maybe after reading you would know why we are not really chatting these few weeks.

We knew each other from a story that i'd written long ago. (yea, i once wrote lah) Well, we managed to exchange our email add and soon we became msn friends... erm, i think after a few days of chatting, we stopped clicking on each other... and it was after 1 year later, when she started clicking on me, then we started to chat again~

Our conversation was mostly surrounding idols, gossips among them, blah blah blah then to our daily life and so on... we had plenty to talk about, there isn't any awkwardness between us. Well, after a few months, she told me she's coming singapore for a short trip (to attend JJ's autograph session) I was overjoyed when i heard that! My friend is coming! i was waiting for the day to come so i could meet her in person, i mean that's so cool isnt it? Alright, soon we met and for the first day we were like wooooo, so close! Then she decided we should meet for the second day... i was thinking, alright! Since we click so well, i mean, no harm. So, i met her on the second day, decided to bring her for some local delights like ou jian and so on~

We went to newton circles, and i ordered some dishes for her to eat~ never in my life would i know that she dun take oily food. It was only when i ordered the food, then she shook her head and told me she don't really touch those. Well well well... i mean how could i possibly finished the food? It's such a waste to throw 1/2 of the food there. Already i was not feeling good inside but i continued to hide my feelings 'cause i CHERISH this friendship. (Go ahead and tell me i'm petty. I totally agree.) You guys may be thinking, aiya, small matter only. People dun eat you cannot force mah. Yea i know i can't force her to finish those food, but at least at least try one mouthful lah, i paid for them okay? It won't even hurt to try some.


So so so, i surrendered. Left 50% of the food there and i sent her back to the hotel. Ever since then, i admit i wasn't really happy and didn't really chat occasionally with her. She kept apologizing about the chatting thingy, but i know it wasn't her fault totally. i didn't even initate to start a chat with her. i'm to be blamed too. After a few weeks, she told me she's coming to singapore again. This time i wasn't as excited as how i felt the first time round, but i was still glad she's coming... blah blah blah, she called me up and met me for ktv session~ alright, i decided to meet her for K-lunch since i'm meeting my cousin to shop for her digicam later in the afternoon. By right, we shud meet 10.45am at Tangs, but she called me at 10.30 and told me that she's gonna be late and pushed the whole thing to 12.30. i told her alot of times i'm already outside, but she just kept apologizing and forced me to meet at 12.30. Well, i was totally pissed off, and i agreed to meet at 12.30pm. What happened was that, i called my cousin and told her about this... and we decided to meet earlier so i wont have to wait alone.

Since i'm meeting my cousin, i msged her and told her i'm not meeting her today and hopefully she can come to sg again~ so... i didnt meet on her second trip. After that, we chatted lesser and lesser until... i dunno whether we did chat once every week. *pout*

Following was the third trip. She came singapore for S.H.E's concert. Before coming, she told me to get some knitting needles for her mum... and i couldn't get it, so i told her about it. Okay, she said it's fine but we could still meet up... well, i was thinking, alright then we shall meet. After a few minutes, she msged me and told me, hey, she got something on and maybe we won't meet. So, we didn't. *sighed*

Below is our chatlog...

[00:01:13] D:: you know wat i just realized?
[00:01:24] D:: we haven't had a real conversation in so long
[00:01:40] D:: it's like we ran out of things to talk about
[00:01:46] D:: wat do you say?
[00:02:06] ME:: erm...


I agreed. Totally.

So... if you managed to read that, you should realise what's wrong with me. Or... what's wrong with the both of us. I'm really sorry if i hurt you, 'cause i know you cherish this friendship more than i do. Hope you understand. =/

Okay, end of my longest entry, ever.





Pinkish duck back to farm @ 6:28 PM



Thursday, January 20, 2005

CNY!!

Woooooo... amazing~ Someone actually know that i don't quite like him. Or should i say HATE him? nah, i don't hate him. he didnt harm me in any sense. i just don't like the LOOKS and CHILDLIKE BEHAVIOR of his. *tsk tsk tsk* shall not blog about him anymore! Saving my blog space for something more interesting than his... *rolling my eyeballs*

NEW YEAR'S COMING in less than a month...!! I haven't even cleaned my room yet. It's still in the messy shape~ well, i don't know where to start. Desk? Wardrobe? Bed? Shelves? Erm... *look around* no idea. Shall leave it as it is then. hahaha! Way too lazy!

One yr seems so fast! i can still vividly remember the KTV session i had with my cousins on the 2nd of lunar month..!! Whoa, its like "fuuuu" so fast huh? haha! Guys, got all the clothes? I bought them all~ lalalalalaaa... 2 tops, 1 demin skirt, 1 jeans. Erm, actually im still searching for another top... but no luck~ didnt managed to get any. *pout* how neh?

Heh, the moment i thought of the ANG-BAOS *smile* Happy and excited!!! I've always liked the new year's atmosphere... especially the first day when i woke up! It's the best day of the whole year! Nothing can be more exciting than this day! Sooo Cool! Wearing new outfit, new shoes, new bag, pratically everything new, walking out of my hse... *thumbs up* nothing can make me feel happier!

BUT. i'm going back to sch on the 3rd of the lunar month. What the...

Then saturday! Home visit again!! Coooool~

Are you feeling how i'm feeling????!!!! EXCITED!! 0=.^o

*Away for my day-dreaming*





Pinkish duck back to farm @ 6:33 AM



Tuesday, January 18, 2005

HA-HA

Well, today my "moody" friend is back to her usual self again~ So, i take back my words. Hope she can remain the same for the next few days or i'm going to write more to "relieve" myself. HA-HA!





Pinkish duck back to farm @ 12:33 PM



Saturday, January 15, 2005

Pissed off

Was talking to rara on msn when i started to feel so agitated all over again. i was so very pissed with one of my friend. really. i dunno what is happening to her, i cant remember doing anything to irritate her these few days, and if i really did, pls pls pls kindly enlighten me.

I dun care who may be reading this, and i really hope she can get a life. i mean GET A LIFE. She may not realise what she has been doing, but it's really very irritating. I know she might be having mood swings sometimes, but hey, i dun deserve this okay? i'm trying not to talk back to her, even initiate to start a new conversation when she starts to get really grouchy.

Hey people, i've been swallowing my pride, her daily insults, coz i dun wanna quarrel with her. i mean it's so stupid to quarrel over something that i couldnt even remember after a week. i'm already very tired after attending so many lecs and tuts, i know she does too... but WHAT CAN WE DO?

And for certain things she did, well, wanna tell her "Please be fair."





Pinkish duck back to farm @ 4:15 PM



Friday, January 14, 2005

Maximum Combo!

New layout again!!!

Heez, saw this layout in school and was thinking maybe i should change my blogskin soon~ hahaha... my previous blogskin is only pretty if it's view 800x600, but this current one i'm using is best viewed as 1024x768... erm... yea, so its about that. hahaha... =D

Didn't really blog nowadays coz i've been posting my daily life on a yahoo group shared by my close buddies~ Or should i say sisters? =) Wrote a lot of rubbish inside~ hahaha... guys if you've been receiving stupid mails that you don't want to receive, pls get back to me arh... haha, then i shall have you removed! heez, joke joke... whahaha~

Our target is to break a record of 1000 msg... haiz, it will never fulfill yea? You guys can see from our speed right? hahaha... From yr 2003 to 2005, its not even 200 pls! Must jiayou lah... =/

Tomorrow i'm having a meeting with my maximum combo group (esther you shud know) for one of the modules... Besides me, every members of my group is online students (meaning repeat students)... sianzation lor... its not that i'm prejudice or whatever you may say... but i'm just worried cause i'm not someone who will take the initative when doing projects... you want me to call them one by one to arrange for a meeting (which is highly impossible coz each online student has their own timetable, it will definitely clash with somebody else), i will go nuts. Since i'm the only one in the class, i'm naturally made the leader... which is something i really really really hate! You guys shud know how low profile i am~ and i'm trying to be as low as possible~ yea? I cannot take it lah...

The only way to solve this is to swop an online stud with my classmate from another grp, so i can separate my duties or responsibilities with someone else... sounds a lot more better huh? So any volunteers? =(

Haiz... seriously i think if i don't take any actions, we will flunk together. Definitely.






Pinkish duck back to farm @ 11:36 AM



Monday, January 10, 2005

S.H.E

"Ai chun zai, zhe mei li xin shi jie..."

"Ni shi wo de mo li, xiang yao yong gan jiu xiang ni..."

"Ni de ai fei hen yuan, xiang hou niao kan bu jian..."

Ahhhhhhhhh, scream ppl scream!!! S.H.E!

Yea! Went to watch S.H.E's concert yesterday! Awesome!!! I think their concert is really worthwhile for what i'm paying for... =D Enjoyed the concert so much so much... though the sound system occurred some problems, it didn't affect the "hotness" of the audience...! Everyone was singing their songs and waving the lightsticks in their hands... The stadium is filled with different colors of lightsticks... nicey...

They are sooooooo cute! Way too Sweet!

Not just the cute outfits S.H.E's wearing, but the decoration or shud i say design of the stage... CUTE! I cannot describe, but its so so so so so cute wor!! Ppl who missed the concert, really really i think it's such a waste lor... i think this is also one of the best concert i've ever seen in my life... heez! Ella made alot of funnie action that made us smiled, laughed... whahaha, and the way they spoke last night, hahaha, made me laughed so hard neh! So cute arh!

Lalalalalalalalaa...




Lurve the three of them!!! Esp Hebe!!!

"Wo ai ni, rang wo ting, ni de pi bei he kong ju, wo ai ni..."






Pinkish duck back to farm @ 5:41 AM



Saturday, January 08, 2005

Stupiddddd tutor!

Never have i seen a tutor so stupid... hahahahaha, showed us where he retrieve his tutorial answer from... now everyone is going to the H:/ and saved all his tutorial answer into their floppy disk... wahahaha, and he is still explaining his answer when no one is listening!!! whoooooooooo!!!!





Pinkish duck back to farm @ 4:55 AM



Thursday, January 06, 2005

Looks matter.

Erm... feel like sharing something here... so decided to blog in the late night~ well, still have to get up by 6am tml! This is torturing... >_<"

Anyway, just anyone... give me a tag ya? it's so quiet over there... =)

Alright, let me share with you what my lecturer told me on monday~

CRM (Customer Relationship Management) is just like a relationship between a couple. What you expect from the other party. To the girls, they may wish their bf to be caring, smart, love them etc. For guys, "Aiya, good looking enough can le lah."

What i wanted to share is definitely not about CRM... but its how those guys think. I found myself agreeing with what my lecturer thinks~ I mean yea, mostly guys go for looks.

Anyone who dun agree with me? Anyone?

Guys are all "Shi Jue Xi Dong Wu" Visual animals. So "Kong Long Meis" (Girls who look like Dinosaurs) have no chance at all... =( even if they have a heart of gold. Haiz. This is such a cruel world...

*Yawns*

Tired. Tonight will be a short entry... I need to rest soon... bu-the-bye. *Grinz*





Pinkish duck back to farm @ 5:55 PM



Tuesday, January 04, 2005

Mediacorp = Pui Big Time!

Protest Protest Protest Protest Protest Protest!!!

My all-time favorite 'SZLK' and 'Guess x 3' are gone forever! Ever since Mediacorp took over Channel U, they make the Channel U into an useless channel! Airing stupid, brainless, boring shows just to get back at them for being their competitor once? Oh pls! GET A LIFE! Seems that they are ending all Channel U's shows as early as possible...! Horrible. I used to dislike Channel U, but now i dislike Mediacorp even more! Outrageous!

If i'm not wrong, they didnt even give any prior notice! They just ended it abruptly...! Oh pls, Jacky is my only entertainment...! And looks what they are airing now? Tian Cai Go Go Go? I watch teebee to relax myself, for entertainment purpose~ and the variety show is all on twisting the brain juice, this and that~ i find myself feeling very tired after watching it. Zhong Yi Da Ge Da is just average... it cannot be compared to Guess x 3...! (Furthermore it's showing yr 2003's) I miss the days when me and my cuz discuss about jacky's stupid act on Guess and all the funny things we laughed at... and now, i can no longer have chats about the show! There's no more!

You guys cannot blame me for being so aggressive, i mean, whatever you called it. I've been watching this 2 variety shows ever since Channel U first started, which is a few years ago... I never afford to miss any episode of that (unless i'm not at home), it has become a part of my life...! Firstly, Channel U took away Wan Quan Yu Le, which is enough (btw, thats my entertainment too), i wasn't too angry at first as i only watch that when i'm bored. Watching Shanwei with those silly acts can really bring a smile to my face~ Alright, then they replace WQYL with some the repeated variety show at funny timeslot... and now. They took away the taiwan's variety shows... eh pls, why are they so cruel?

Mediacorp deserve to die.

Saw some of these in da forum:

Ch U going to show low rated (Lu Xiao Feng) Yucks. Please lar. Show something better, we don't want to see those rejected (cut off after 10 episode) dramas which nobody watches on our favourite channel.

This show was caned last time lo. the rating was so bad that ch 8 gave up on it. now they pushed it to ch U!!! the meaning is so clear liao...

Can't believe Mediacorp is doing this. Argh.

Nothing to look forward to on monday and tuesday. It's a torture to me lor....! Maybe its not a good thing for them to merge. If things were to repeat again, i would certainly stand up for Channel U. Not Mediacorp.

Enough of the variety show, lets go on to Fann Wong.

Was roaming around in the forum when i came across the discussion about Steven Lim appearing in TOp Fun, stripping infront of the female crowd. As usual, he showed his yellow swimming trunk (i was waiting) and yea he did. Eeewww, gross. He is obviously an attention seeker whose insulting my fellow classmates and me...!! (he was graduated from NYP, Diploma in Marketing) Same as me!!! Yucks, it a shame to have such a "senior" in my school, ewww!

Later on in the discussion, one of the member (forum) actually said Fann Wong was acting cute in the show... a 30 plus woman trying to act as if she's 13 years old. Whahaha, had a good laugh. Friends I've known shud know i dislike her alot. Used to like her in my primary days... then in secondary days, i heard so much so much about her that it just turned me off. She is so yaya lor... =X

When Mark Lee asked her what animal the contestant was trying to imitate... she said "a dog calling for... mommy"? Oh, how naive. I mean you can just say a dog or whatever, i can tell you, she did it on purpose. She's just so fake. =(

Well, complaint about so many things! Argh, No longer have any more energy to write. It's a long entry tonight... don't give up on me, i will update when i have the time... cya! ciaoz.





Pinkish duck back to farm @ 6:45 PM



Saturday, January 01, 2005

Byebye 2004!

Bye bye 2004...

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? = hate a class so much

2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year? = new ones every year... but without accomplishing them... =b

3. Did anyone close to you give birth? = guess not?

4. Did anyone close to you die? = nope...

5. What countries did you visit? = not even one

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? = look at my 2005 resolutions~

7. What dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? = 30th March, 21st November, 26th December =(

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? = slim down a bit le.. whahaha~

9. What was your biggest failure? = want to slim down further but... no use~ =`(

10. Did you suffer illness or injury? = i'm sure there is lah...

11. What was the best thing you bought? = my hp?

12. Whose behavior merited celebration? = no bah? this yr is a rather bad year...

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? = earthquakes?

14. Where did most of your money go? = alot... clothes, shoes, hp, hahaha... 'uncountable'!

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? = a duck's birthday~

16. What song will always remind you of 2004? = Kiss from a Rose bah...

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? = sadder by a bit bit bah...

b) thinner or fatter? = shud be the same la
c) richer or poorer? = ehhx, no comments.


18. What do you wish you'd done more of? = be friendly enough, but no~

19. What do you wish you'd done less of? = sarcasm...

20. How will you be spending Christmas? = it's already over... went for BBQ in sembawang park lor~

21. Did you fall in love in 2004? = no lah

22. How many one-night stands? = too shy to answer!

23. What was your favorite TV program? = Guess x 3

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? = haha, a few of them!

25. What was the best book you read? = my chinese novel (Hua dai)

26. What was your greatest musical discovery? - hahaha, i'm not that musical inclined...

27. What did you want and get? = those that i can buy them with monetary means...

28. What did you want and not get? = i wanted things that wouldnt be mine... hahaa, but no more le lah =P

29. What was your favorite film of this year? = it would have to be WHITE CHICKS!

30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? = i'm 20 this yr... me and my couple of close friends went to P.S. for dinner then played some ruthless games they had for me =X

31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? = huh? how to describe??

32. What kept you sane? = but i'm always insane... how?

33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? = should be Yuan Chang bah... =D

34. Who did you miss? = miss arh? Judy they all bah...

35. Who was the best new person you met? = xiaoyu bah... my good classmate with no ill intention towards anyone... nice girl!





Pinkish duck back to farm @ 3:57 AM



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