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Thursday, June 30, 2005

Coincidence

OMG, i almost suffered from a heart attack just now. Thats too much of a coincidence and i guess it's the most coincident experience i've ever had. This is definitely worth your reading.



I was blog hopping when i arrived at someone's blog, saying that she read this particular blog and she was overwhelmed by the blogger's entries to her mom, who passed away.



Mummy's Love Never Dies (Click to view)



I clicked on that blog and read some of her entries. True, it's really very upsetting and i felt so sorry for her. Then i continued to read when i saw this paragraph.



"Moving on, next month I will be starting on a temp job with liying at NTUC link to earn some money for my taiwan trip. Yep, that s right, mummy.. I am going taiwan on a free and easy trip to meet huiling and yiqian, along with some others. "



HUILING AND YIQIAN!?



Meaning, ah dawn and ah val??



"Sharing and loving you, Agnes."
Entry dated on: Monday, June 20, 2005



GOD! We're already in Taiwan, aint we?? and...



WHO IS AGNES?! Why i didn't even know who's mom passed away? I realised this is no joke. We didn't even know about such a big thing? If we really asked her along for Taiwan trip, she must be someone we're really close to. But who is Agnes??



Look, normally poly yr 2, 3 friends will call us "Huiling and Val". Poly yr 1 will call us "Huiling and Yiqian" BUT Poly yr 1's good friends will ONLY address us as "Ah dawn and ah val". So we're only left with Poly yr 1, those not really good friends. But who can it be??



I was scratching my head and speaking to ah dawn (on phone) when xuexue msn me "Agnes" email. I immediately thought of going into friendster to check out her identity.



Agnes Tan



To my %#$&*&# horror, i realised I DUN EVEN KNOW HER!



Who is she?! When did i asked her to join us for Taiwan?? GOODNESS!



Then, i decided to read her testimonials to further find out her identity. To my surprise, i saw one of her friend by the name of Huiling.



Okay, maybe there's another Yiqian?



Yes, Yiqian too.



Thats too much of a coincidence! I don't believe this, do you? There's actually another Huiling and Yiqian planning to go Taiwan?? Everything was way too coincident, that's why i got so bloody mistaken about the matter.



After letting out a sigh of relieve, i re-read her entries again.



"Mummy, mummy, mummy...Lately, I miss calling you this and well, I could only do it here. Never did I realize hearing others calling mummy could invoke such huge emotions in me. Emotions of grief and regret overwhelm me. And I really still miss you a lot. I would not attempt to control my grief but to let it subside by itself for I know that to be detached from the emotion I must fully experience it first."



I felt very sorry for her and i truly understand that losing someone you love is way too much for one to take it. She must have been through alot of pains and hardships along the way.



Hereby, i wish you happiness, hope you will walk out of the darkness and enjoy the warmth of the sun.





Pinkish duck back to farm @ 3:47 PM



Clubbing?

Yea, went zouk for clubbing last night and that shall be my first and last time there man. Zouk seems really boring to me, and the best part is that i don't drink, so i dunno what the hell am i doing at there. Basically there's no shuai ge, so i could only sit there and stare at pretty girls.



Soon, i was dragged to phuture by shushu, which is a correct move, at least i'm not bored anymore. But, phuture was super squeezy, everyone was sticking onto each other. What i can say is that the music was really not bad, at least at least i can dance to the music without feeling awkward.



Then i felt some asshole dancing behind me and started to stick his lower body close to mine. So i tried to shift my place further abit, finally managed to flee from that asshole. So there comes another bastard who nicely placed his hands on my butt. I dunno how long he had been putting his hand there coz all along i tot that was my phone! After sometime i tried to feel the "thing" at my butt, what the hell that was a hand! I quickly brushed the hand away and shifted my place again. Alamak.



Besides me, shushu and xuexue also kena from harrassment i guess. Esther was smarter, keep elbowing guys who came close to her. Way to go, esther!



HEE. So this will be my first and also last clubbing yea. Honestly i can't stand the stench of smoke and the whole place is like so dark. The biggest problem that i faced is that, THERE'S NO PLACE TO SIT. What the hell, my legs had gone completely sour after 4 hours of standing and dancing. Would someone juz pity me and lemme off next time? Pretty pls?





Pinkish duck back to farm @ 1:32 PM



Wednesday, June 29, 2005

I'm so sick.

I dedicate this entry to shushu 'cause i suspect tt she pass her sore throat virus to me and xuexue. It all happened because we shared a huge coke together during the 'Initial D' movie. Erm, now feeling super miserable.. I HATE SORE THROAT. *cries*



Alright guys, finally. FINALLY i'm going for an interview tml~ HEE. It's like i haven been receiving replies from companies ever since i ended my job in equinix. Finally finally finally, i waited this day for like so long. =) Well, this job offer i'm getting aint any wooooo post, it's just like.. kinda normal. Service-line i would say. Since i'm penniless now, i guess i will take up the offer but OF COURSE i have to pass the interview tml in order to get the job. Yea.



Money doesn't really matters at this moment. I need to kill time too. =D



Graduation is coming!! It's like around one month more counting from now. Yea, finally i'll be receiving my diploma cert~ Gonna burn it and drink it up. =) Weeeeee.



Erm, i still have around one month to slim down.. Okies, i shall start dieting from tml onwards. Errr, hopefully i have that determination lah. I gained one kg due to the Taiwan trip & Angela's bbq chalet. Ate too much arh, cannot go on like that. For Michelle's celebration on saturday, i will try my best to control my intake of food, maybe i'll just drink the soup lah. Wahaha, DO YOU BELIEVE IT? I dun.



Must wear pretty pretty to graduation arh, cannot let those stupid classmates look down on us again. Haiz, dunno whether ah dawn is going to the graduation. Without her around, i just don't feel right. =(



Anyway, I can get to see him soon. =)





Pinkish duck back to farm @ 12:14 AM



Sunday, June 26, 2005

Taiwan Trip

Many asked me about my Taiwan Trip last week and i always replied "so-so lah". Haaaa, they could sense the disappointment in either the way i speak or my expression. HEEE.



Seriously i was quite disappointed, the streets and building i see is not the same as what i saw in TV programs or dramas. The old buildings and streets make me feel as if i'm touring in m'sia or china. It's so backward and rundown till i began to realise that Singapore is so good, in everyway.



Erm, those police officers i saw on the streets are like security guards (Yea, their uniform ain't professional enough), happily walking around with big bloated belly. Haiz, bet they can't run far bah. =(



And yea, it's Taipei. Supposed to be the City of Taiwan.



The things they sell are quite expensive, erm let say for movies, it cost more than SGD10. Others like MRT and cab, it's no cheaper.



Of course there are good points about Taipei, i would say that the locals are always willing to help, well at least they seems to be nicer than most Singaporeans. =.="



We met alot of nice Taiwanese like "Tiger Beer" Alex, some friendly Shopkeepers and "Pay fares after boarding" Bus drivers. Really wanna thank them for guiding us, or our trip will be VERY horrible i guess. =)



Another fun thing is SHOPPING! Yea, they sell lotsa things that we can't buy here. Examples, the super kawaii notebook, hp screen stickers, many many mickey tees, so on and so fourth. =D



Besides shopping, they have this water theme park, wooooooo really nice. I wore bikini and yea i look super awful but i didn't really care. No one remembers me the next day mah. HEE. We played many many "rides" and it was all super fun. The only problem i faced is that i have to climb very high, and the stairs is not really joined together, erm as in i could see how high i was going.



It really scares me off my wits. I almost cried when i climbed for the first time. Haiz, no choice i could only force myself to keep climbing, climbing and climbing. =`(



The food there was not really so SUGOI after all. Normal bah? Dunno why they claimed that their food are really really so nice and tasty. Erm, maybe you guys can enlighten me.



Hee, so people if you wanna go taipei, i would recommend you guys to spend yr money in Singapore. More worthwhile i guess.



Kissing pics up soon!





Pinkish duck back to farm @ 10:51 PM



Thursday, June 23, 2005

Back in SG!

Now then i know how fortunate i am to be a Singaporean.



And yea, i'm back from taipei! Well, the trip wasn't really that great. Had too much culture shock on my first day there. Haaaaaa.



http://www.angelfire.com/oz/fish_clover/taipei/



ENJOY!



More trip info on next entry. Nite peeps.





Pinkish duck back to farm @ 4:15 AM



Saturday, June 18, 2005

Yay!

Cya guys 5 days later!! Yippee! Taiwan!



Rara: I miss ya loads!





Pinkish duck back to farm @ 1:35 AM



Thursday, June 16, 2005

Eye For a Guy 2

Bored? Read "Office Dare" (Taken from Wolfgang's Blog)

ONE POINT DARES



- Run one lap around the office at top speed.



- Groan out loud in the toilet cubicle (at least one other 'non-player' must be in the bathroom at the time).



- Ignore the first five people who say 'good morning' to you.



- Call someone in the office you barely know, leave your name and say, "Just called to say I can't talk right now. Bye."



- To signal the end of a conversation, clamp your hands over your ears.



- When someone hands you a piece of paper, finger it, and whisper huskily, "Mmmmmmm, that feels soooooo good!"



- Leave your zipper open for one hour. If anyone points it out, say, "Sorry, I really prefer it this way".



- Walk sideways to the photocopier.



- While riding in an elevator, gasp dramatically every time the doors open.



- Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with that.



- Put your garbage can on your desk and label it "IN."



- Put decaf in the coffee maker for 3 weeks. Once everyone has gotten over their caffeine addictions, switch to espresso.



- Finish all your sentences with "In accordance with the prophecy."



- Dont use any punctuation




THREE POINT DARES



- Say to your boss, "I like your style" and shoot him with double-barreled fingers.



- Babble incoherently at a fellow employee then ask, "Did you get all that, I don't want to have to repeat it."



- Page yourself over the intercom (do not disguise your voice).



- Kneel in front of the water cooler and drink directly from the nozzle (there must be a 'non-player' within sight).



- Shout random numbers while someone is counting.



- Put mosquito netting around your work area. Play a tape of jungle sounds all day.




FIVE POINT DARES



- At the end of a meeting, suggest that, for once, it would be nice to conclude with the singing of the national anthem (extra points if you actually launch into it yourself).



- Walk into a very busy person's office and while they watch you with growing irritation, turn the light switch on/off 10 times.



- For an hour, refer to everyone you speak to as "Bob."



- Announce to everyone in a meeting that you "really have to go do a number two."



- After every sentence, say 'mon' in a really bad Jamaican accent. As in "the report's on your desk, mon." Keep this up for one hour.



- While an officemate is out, move their chair into the elevator.



- In a meeting or crowded situation, slap your forehead repeatedly and mutter, “Shut up, **** it, all of you just shut up!"



- At lunchtime, get down on your knees and announce, "As God is my witness, I'll never go hungry again."



- Carry your keyboard over to your colleague and ask "You wanna trade?"



- Repeat the following conversation 10 times to the same person: "Do you hear that?" "What?" "Never mind, it's gone now."



- Come to work in army fatigues and when asked why, say, "I can't talk about it."



- Posing as a maitre d', call a colleague and tell him he's won a lunch for four at a local restaurant. Let him go.



- Speak with an accent (French, German, Porky Pig, etc) during a very important conference call.



- Find the vacuum and start vacuuming around your desk.



- Hang a two-foot long piece of toilet roll from the back of your pants and act genuinely surprised when someone points it out.



- Present meeting attendees with a cup of coffee and biscuit, smash each biscuit with your fist.



- During the course of a meeting, slowly edge your chair towards the door.



- Have your co-workers address you by your wrestling name, Rock Hard.


******


I dun really like Wolfgang for a couple of reasons, and yea certainly i prefer Howard over him.



"I like being that someone that can make you beam, sparkle, and laugh like there's no tomorrow. I'm very happy I've spent time with you, and I can't wait to see you again. So put the book down and look into my eyes."

- From Howard to Denise.



OMG, thats really romantic yea? =)



If there's really a "Eye For a Girl" featuring Howard, i will join that season, how?






Pinkish duck back to farm @ 12:13 PM



Tuesday, June 14, 2005

Win and Lose

I have met so many types of people in the world and seriously i'm quite afraid of those who always wants to win, and they cannot lose.



My cousin is one of them. -__-"



Well, i was actually quite intimidated by her juz now. =(



Erm, at first she kept asking me to play some msn games online. I mean i didnt really like to play 'cause it slows down my comp speed and yea it's still very very slow now. So i told her nope, since we are on webcam and if we try to play games, my comp will be really slow and you know, kinda hang.



She suggested that we could off the webcam thingy and start to game, well i agreed and yea played along. We started with tic-tac-toe, and for every game we played was the same outcome, neither one wins. She then requested to play minesweeper and guess what, i really hate that game 'cause till now i still don't understand how the thing works. (eh, dun laugh.) I juz know that there are bombs everywhere.



I told her i'm really not good at it and i don't really understand how the whole thing works. I can't analyse where the bombs are and where it's not. She said she don't know it too, maybe we could learn together. Being forced to a corner, i agreed again. *pitiful*



So, we started playing and it doesnt seems that she "don't know". She guided me thru the rest of the game, but sadly i still cannot figure out the strategy so i was rather slow and lousy.



For our first game, i lost with really lousy points but i wasn't really upset or something since it's only a game. She then requested to play the minesweeper again, well i agreed tho i know i will surely lose. Erm, just to make her happy i guess. My small cousin mah.



During the second game, i could feel the kinda intense atmosphere around us which it shudnt be there since it's only a game. I was happily chatting with my friends and playing at the same time so i wasn't always on her window. When it's suppose to be my turn and i wasnt responding, she msn me like, "Awake?"



I felt "threatened", i don't know how to describe. It's a kinda pressure she gave me.



So gradually i lost the second game and pleaded for mercy 'cause i really have no idea on how to analyse the bomb area, I really gave up. She replied...



"YEAH!!!!"
"hooray!"



And there comes the most shocking sentence from her.



" i send neopets games challenge to u?"



OMG. I got a bad fright i tell you.



So she asked for my neopets userid and checked what kinda games i usually play. After seeing my games page, she said she don't know the games i played and say it's all intellectual games. Erm? Just put it into simpler forms, she meant that she don't play games when she has no confidence that she will win.



Right?



Well, i guess so. But since she's my little cousin, i'll just let her have her way then. I'm her respectable older cousin yea. *wink*





Pinkish duck back to farm @ 2:05 AM



Sunday, June 12, 2005

Taiwan!!

Have you ever seen this place on TV?





YEA! This is it!!!!






Jian Hu Shan Shi Jie!!





Super high...





Challenging your guts...





Exciting and fast...






Zoom! Super scary!



I wanna go, but i'm not sure if the place is too far away from taipei.. erm? For more information, pls visit http://www.janfusun.com.tw/


Bet you will like it!!






Pinkish duck back to farm @ 2:09 AM



Wednesday, June 08, 2005

My son again..

WOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! I'm just soooo content, you're not gonna believe it!



Well, i'm supposed to visit my son this afternoon but my mom change her mind out of a sudden. I almost slap her face, believe me. Then i was so fed up with her, coz her reason for not going is "I'm lazy to travel to Queensway." My son is going back to m'sia you know, and i might not be able to see him till the next new year. =(



So then i decided to join esther and all for steamboat~ Me and esther met up with jessica to buy some mushroom and veg, then we traveled down to michelle's house together. Our dinner was great, with full of laughters and fun.. And yea i'm quite surprised that our darling esther actually ate 3 bowls of rice with the soup. I mean yea, steamboat mah. =D



Then my mom called me, asking me if i'm interested to go for dinner with my son and relatives. My eyes sparkle with millions and millions of diamonds *_* So i left the peeps and went down to Sin Ming Road to join them for dinner!








My son with his madagascar tee. He tried to explain some of the scenes to me, but i couldnt really catch what he was trying to say, so i just laughed along.







*Caught on camera!* His favorite beverage, Milo! Yucks! Which is a no-no for me.







Behind him is his younger sister~ Aww, my son's so cute! But haiz, cya next year.



So after my dinner, i went straight back to michelle's house and played mahjong with them. I actually don't wanna play, 'cause my luck and skill is really no good. However, they managed to convince me, hahaha, so i sat and played with them all the way till 11.45pm~



My whole body is aching due to the stretching of the "cards" (then what do you call it?), i almost fainted on the table. Was feeling so tired, but tada! when i got home and turned on my computer, i'm back to life again. Haaaa, the power of my computer.



=D





Pinkish duck back to farm @ 1:25 AM



Monday, June 06, 2005

Longlong~



My son with my beloved tortured duckie~ Weee, he's so cute today, kept jumping up and down till i could no longer control him. >.<" But still cute yea, my son mah!




Wonder when he will come back to singapore again? Dun wanna miss him too long... ... ... =(





Pinkish duck back to farm @ 12:03 AM



Sunday, June 05, 2005

My son!!

My son is coming over my place now!!




Later...!






Pinkish duck back to farm @ 1:03 PM



Woooo

Woooo, juz came back from xue's 21st birthday celebration~! It was great seeing the girls and had alot of fun and laughter together. =D



Had a late night chat with them till 2.30am just now~ I just loved it. It's like i just mention it in my last entry and i'm already experiencing it today~ Esther mention that maybe we should "ton" at someone's house and chat all night, which i raise my both feets with agreement! Totally cool!



Side track a bit, thanks shushu for the maltesers! *Blow kisses* I didn't expect you'll remember, 'cause i totally forgot about it! Was so surprise when i saw the big red container~ Thank You Thank You! *Bow*



Okay back to topic, our late night chats are all revolving around the same person. Well.. we had alot to complain and share~ Haaaaaa! Angela must be really bored huh? She didn't seems to enjoy the topic very well. =D But we did enjoy like siao right? WHAHAHA!



Okay lah, it's turning 4am.. I'm gonna have my beasty sleep liao~ Tomorrow i'm going to be a full-time HTML consultant!





Pinkish duck back to farm @ 3:58 AM



Saturday, June 04, 2005

Camping!

Just finished watching the repeat Yu Le Bai Fen Bai~ Well, i'm so envious of Fanfan and Xiao S. =D Normally Fanfan will stay overnight at Xiao S' house, share the room together, borrow her pyjamas and so on~ *I can imagine the scene, so cool*



Whoa... i've always like the idea to stay over at my buddies' house, chat all night and fall asleep when we are all getting sleepy~ I'm not talking about chalets, but just gathering at buddies' house and have fun together~ But too bad, i only tried that a few times and it all happened in secondary sch time. No longer now. =(



Well, especially when you always stay overnight at one particular buddy's house, it's like your second home yea. BUT, you have to be very close to your buddy's parents lah. For me, i don't really have such a second home, would like to have one though. Hahaha~



I really do enjoy staying at my buddies, sister and cousin's house~ It's like so fun and exciting! I like the part where everyone is wearing the stupid looking pjyamas, messing around with their hair, and the late night heart-to-heart chats. Also when all are preparing to go to bed, you'll say goodnight to each other and it's like.. very different from what you're doing everyday~! Okay, i admit i'm a little weird lah..



>.<"


Time flies, we've all grown up and alot of things changes. I can no longer stay at my friend's hse to do project or any studying~ Plus we all have to work everyday, there's no way we can relax ourselves like how we used to in the past. =(



Alright guys, i've change my blog song to an oldies~ If you've watched Chong Qing Sen Lin before, i'm sure you'll remember this song~ Faye always play this song on her loud radio...







Heee, i actually loved that movie very much despite of it's Wu Li Tou's scene and storyline~ And i've a very deep impression of this song, and guess what, i heard it over the radio yesterday and decided to download it. So, tada!!! Feel like sharing with all of ya =D





Pinkish duck back to farm @ 2:56 AM



Wednesday, June 01, 2005

Rings



Rather plain, but i like yea. Guess i will buy this when i get my first pay~ But wait, i'm still jobless now yea. Hahaha, but i will surely get a job after my taiwan trip, erm then i can afford to buy this ring. Hurray! =D

Now Aspial, LeeHwa and Citigems are having their mid-year sales~ Citigems is having 30% discount storewide wor, sound so tempting.. But too bad i'm penniless. Saving for my taiwan trip! Really wonder how i will be like after my trip to Taiwan. Really penniless i guess.

Alright now, for $2 donation, please sms "Donation" to 75433. If you're under 18 years old, please seek your parent's consent.

Hey hey, don't anyhow sms yea. If you really want to give me $$, just hand it to me personally. =D

Okay lah peeps, end of entry.

*Wah lau! Lame!*






Pinkish duck back to farm @ 2:20 AM



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