Regreting?
Dunno whether it's because i 'fan tai shui' or what... i seems to be in rather bad terms with some of my close friends... yea, sometimes i do speak without thinking, but those are from the bottom of my heart yah? Since the beginning of chinese new year, i'd been pissed off by some of my friends... for some, i dunno what's the specific reasons for them to ignore me, some... becoz of stupid reasons and i really think it's stupid stupid stupid, VERY stupid.
To me, no matter how bad is your mood... if your good friend approach you and tries to cheer you up, you should at least appreciate and NOT by showing them your black face and hope they will shower you with more care and concern. Unfortunately, i definitely won't entertain this kind of person.
And for some ppl who argue with me for stupid reason, pls think carefully. Who's the one who share your troubles when you're sad? Who console you when you are low? Who treats you like a true friend? And now, this is how you treat me in return. Now that i know our friendship is so vulnerable. I'm utterly disappointed 'cause i thought you say friends forever. So now... what?
I understand that now in poly, no one values friendships anymore. Friends come and go... and i guess that's the way of life.. For every single person who leave my circle of friends, i always complain and complain... but deep inside i never feel good... of course i still cherish the friendship, it's just that i refused to admit... that's all.
To certain ppl, friendship is just a temporary thingy... you need them when you're bored, you make use of them when they are of value, you dump them when they are nothing... pls pls pls, keep thinking. They are the ones who bring a smile on your face, they help you when you're in need, they stay besides you even if you have nothing.
Regreting?
Pinkish duck back to farm @ 3:08 PM
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