Me? Me? Me?
Whoa... watched Princess Diaries just now... gosh, feel like being a princess... you will have big house, big garden, maids to order, and most importantly, you have nice tiara! **envy** hahaha, i love 'em! (= erm, besides that... the show is so-so~ i'll rate about 3/5 bah... not really up to my standard... hahaha~ bleahz =X and there's like no shuai-ges inside... haiz, kinda boring...
And yea, i just helped Serene with her blog... erm, should be considered as... nice? not bad? hehez, hope so... erm, did alot of signing in here, logging in there... hahaa, finally finished at 1 hour? erm? dunno... wasn't watching the time... well anyway, go and take a tour around her blog and tell me if i've succeeded... thankies~
Well, just now we were chatting... (me & ah ser)... was like after so long since we last catch up and talk about our personal life... how we view things etc... erm, was talking talking talking and i found out that how much i've change within this 4 years... big changes, bad changes... hmm, i was a very friendly girl back then... i had a alot of friends (a part of them are from different classes)... i was real and innocent that time... a girl who had no enemies, simply no hatred towards anybody... i believe all of my friends are gonna stay with me forever... i had trust in 'em... but now, yea... my sec schmates are still with me... but my poly friends... i mean i no longer believe that they are gonna stay... (not including my clique of course) they are just making use of you and after saying "sayonara", you won't get to see them anymore... this is the real world, because we have all grown up... (anyway i don't really want them to stay too, whatever.)
See, thats what i mean... i wasn't like that last time... gosh... and now i've become super-unfriendly and so straight-forward that i don't care if anyone will to be hurt after hearing my sarcastic remarks... **cry** i'm becoming more and more aries-like... which i simply don't like that... i just want to be back to the sec sch girl i used to be... if i can go back to the personality i had then, i won't have a hard time being in my current poly class...
Argh, whatever. So be it.
Pinkish duck back to farm @ 6:58 PM
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